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if only​.​.​. i could wish her alive

by transRelic

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1.
(Instrumental)
2.
I'm cold I've lost myself I'll blame it on your eyes Stuck in between My wants and my respect I respect you I just want to feel your fire Open yourself up I'll find my way inside You steal my reason to live Replace it with your face I'm torn between Two things called love and lust (Love and Lust) You grip me And pump me I'm going dry Open yourself up I'm going to blow your mind Blow your mind Blow your mind Take me in you DIsappear until I'm gone Gone, until I'm gone Buried deep Within you A place where I belong See how this fits perfectly inside Perfectly, perfectly inside Now I even know you Even past your eyes Past your eyes Past your eyes I'm sorry You can't pant or we'll get caught If they found you here they would say this is wrong I know I'll loose you Forever tonight Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight Even if your skin's cold It's still alright Your so cold Are you even alive Still and smooth Like wax and dripping ice Melting with desire Eyes lightly faded With absence of life With absence of life I'll open you up Knowing what I'll find I'll open you up Knowing what I'll find What I'll find I ask her permission She allows me to go ahead I kiss her cold lips Down her neck and to her breasts She never shuddered Never once made a move As our bodies lay captured in the eye of the moon I call her name As I caress You know I'd fuck you Even if you were dead Girl I'd love you Even if you are dead Even if you're dead Girl I'd love you Even if you're dead Girl I'd love you Even if you're dead
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We kill the time As it kills us the same Wrapped in the me and you As we pace the night away Every second Every sting Laughing in the rain at times Wallow in this pain sometimes Just to be with you Cedar and clove And a smokey kiss I'll always remember you Looking like this The cloud shed a tear Into your hair And I tried to walk away As your eyes held me back Desparate tear dewed eyes Pierce through me like glass Cause you know I could never resist You know I could never resist You looking like this I'll never forget The smell of cedar and clove And the perfect disruption That comes with Our imperfect love Self sabatoge of all the beautiful things Leaves me screaming in the rain Where do we go from here I tear it apart I tear it apart You put it back together It tears us apart It tears us apart Until the separation is real You tear it apart You tear it apart I put it back together If you fall apart I swear I'll put you back together again My hands of glass are fragile and transparent You can see the blood running through my veins Every feeling every emotion Is painful without you I would sacrifice everything For these hands in mine to never slip away I am broken I am nothing Without you Without you So would you just hold me Till the storm passes through I lose my mind Inside your vast replies Your silent eyes seem to send If you weren't so deep inside Beneath my calloused skin Would I let you in? Have I let you down? (I'll break these walls down for you) Please forgive me of this one sin I will take these walls, I will break them down (I'll break these walls down for you) My love please come in
4.
I'm cold I've lost myself I'll blame it on your eyes Stuck in between My wants and my respect I respect you I just want to feel your fire Open yourself up I'll find my way inside You steal my reason to live Replace it with your face I'm torn between Two things called love and lust (Love and Lust) You grip me And pump me I'm going dry Open yourself up I'm going to blow your mind Blow your mind Blow your mind Take me in you DIsappear until I'm gone Gone, until I'm gone Buried deep Within you A place where I belong See how this fits perfectly inside Perfectly, perfectly inside Now I even know you Even past your eyes Past your eyes Past your eyes I'm sorry You can't pant or we'll get caught If they found you here they would say this is wrong I know I'll loose you Forever tonight Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight Even if your skin's cold It's still alright Your so cold Are you even alive Still and smooth Like wax and dripping ice Melting with desire Eyes lightly faded With absence of life With absence of life I'll open you up Knowing what I'll find I'll open you up Knowing what I'll find What I'll find *This section omitted for those easily offended by sexual content in music. Lame* Girl I'd love you Even if you are dead Even if you're dead Girl I'd love you Even if you're dead Girl I'd love you Even if you're dead

about

"if only... i could wish her alive," is a release of transRelic's first single, "Maniquine." The four song release also contains two exclusive tracks, the eerie instrumental: "The Feeling of Winter," and the powerful doom inspired: "Cedar & Clove." It also contains a full length and a shortened edit of, "Maniquine." "if only..." serves as a good introduction to the fearless musical experimentation that transRelic offers.

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released September 3, 2013

All songs performed, written, recorded, mixed and produced by Stark Morrison @ Anesthesia Studios
Mastered by Androz @ Side 3 Studios
Artwork by Andrew Kelly
Artwork Model: Stephanie Hinyub
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