if only​.​.​. i could wish her alive

by transRelic

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"if only... i could wish her alive," is a release of transRelic's first single, "Maniquine." The four song release also contains two exclusive tracks, the eerie instrumental: "The Feeling of Winter," and the powerful doom inspired: "Cedar & Clove." It also contains a full length and a shortened edit of, "Maniquine." "if only..." serves as a good introduction to the fearless musical experimentation that transRelic offers.

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released September 3, 2013

All songs performed, written, recorded, mixed and produced by Stark Morrison @ Anesthesia Studios
Mastered by Androz @ Side 3 Studios
Artwork by Andrew Kelly
Artwork Model: Stephanie Hinyub
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Track Name: The Feeling of Winter
(Instrumental)
Track Name: Maniquine (Full Version)
I'm cold
I've lost myself
I'll blame it on your eyes
Stuck in between
My wants and my respect

I respect you
I just want to feel your fire
Open yourself up
I'll find my way inside

You steal my reason to live
Replace it with your face
I'm torn between
Two things called love and lust
(Love and Lust)
You grip me
And pump me
I'm going dry
Open yourself up
I'm going to blow your mind
Blow your mind
Blow your mind

Take me in you
DIsappear until I'm gone
Gone, until I'm gone
Buried deep
Within you
A place where I belong
See how this fits perfectly inside
Perfectly, perfectly inside
Now I even know you
Even past your eyes
Past your eyes
Past your eyes

I'm sorry
You can't pant or we'll get caught
If they found you here they would say this is wrong
I know I'll loose you
Forever tonight Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight
Even if your skin's cold It's still alright

Your so cold
Are you even alive
Still and smooth
Like wax and dripping ice
Melting with desire
Eyes lightly faded
With absence of life
With absence of life
I'll open you up
Knowing what I'll find
I'll open you up
Knowing what I'll find
What I'll find

I ask her permission
She allows me to go ahead
I kiss her cold lips
Down her neck and to her breasts
She never shuddered
Never once made a move
As our bodies lay captured in the eye of the moon
I call her name
As I caress
You know I'd fuck you
Even if you were dead
Girl I'd love you
Even if you are dead

Even if you're dead
Girl I'd love you
Even if you're dead
Girl I'd love you
Even if you're dead
Track Name: Cedar & Clove
We kill the time
As it kills us the same
Wrapped in the me and you
As we pace the night away
Every second
Every sting
Laughing in the rain at times
Wallow in this pain sometimes
Just to be with you

Cedar and clove
And a smokey kiss
I'll always remember you
Looking like this
The cloud shed a tear
Into your hair
And I tried to walk away
As your eyes held me back
Desparate tear dewed eyes
Pierce through me like glass
Cause you know I could never resist
You know I could never resist
You looking like this

I'll never forget
The smell of cedar and clove
And the perfect disruption
That comes with
Our imperfect love

Self sabatoge of all the beautiful things
Leaves me screaming in the rain
Where do we go from here

I tear it apart
I tear it apart
You put it back together
It tears us apart
It tears us apart
Until the separation is real
You tear it apart
You tear it apart
I put it back together
If you fall apart
I swear I'll put you back together again

My hands of glass are fragile and transparent
You can see the blood running through my veins
Every feeling every emotion
Is painful without you

I would sacrifice everything
For these hands in mine to never slip away
I am broken I am nothing
Without you
Without you
So would you just hold me
Till the storm passes through

I lose my mind
Inside your vast replies
Your silent eyes seem to send
If you weren't so deep inside
Beneath my calloused skin
Would I let you in? Have I let you down? (I'll break these walls down for you)
Please forgive me of this one sin
I will take these walls, I will break them down (I'll break these walls down for you)
My love please come in
Track Name: Maniquine (Sellout Radio Edit)
I'm cold
I've lost myself
I'll blame it on your eyes
Stuck in between
My wants and my respect

I respect you
I just want to feel your fire
Open yourself up
I'll find my way inside

You steal my reason to live
Replace it with your face
I'm torn between
Two things called love and lust
(Love and Lust)
You grip me
And pump me
I'm going dry
Open yourself up
I'm going to blow your mind
Blow your mind
Blow your mind

Take me in you
DIsappear until I'm gone
Gone, until I'm gone
Buried deep
Within you
A place where I belong
See how this fits perfectly inside
Perfectly, perfectly inside
Now I even know you
Even past your eyes
Past your eyes Past your eyes

I'm sorry
You can't pant or we'll get caught
If they found you here they would say this is wrong
I know I'll loose you
Forever tonight Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight
Even if your skin's cold It's still alright

Your so cold
Are you even alive
Still and smooth
Like wax and dripping ice
Melting with desire
Eyes lightly faded
With absence of life
With absence of life
I'll open you up
Knowing what I'll find
I'll open you up
Knowing what I'll find
What I'll find

*This section omitted for those easily offended by sexual content in music. Lame*

Girl I'd love you
Even if you are dead

Even if you're dead
Girl I'd love you
Even if you're dead
Girl I'd love you
Even if you're dead